The last few days of my life have (in my opinion) been manufactured in hell and left me shaken to my core. I wrote it all out yesterday in a private email and re-reading it over just made me shake my head in disbelief, and I was the one who lived it. It reads like a bad Stephen King novel but it is real not made-up and the victims are four-legged, innocent and no one seems to know what happened to a massive clowder of cats owned by a hoarder. A group of stray and feral cats who vanished virtually overnight. The whole incident is simply unbelievable and there are still so many questions left unanswered.
So this afternoon, I received a package from Amazon and someone (I don’t know who) has sent my newly rescued kittens 6 cases of kitten food! Thank you if you are reading this. You have no idea what a blessing it was for us and how timely the delivery of this blessing was on a really dark day where I found myself questioning the existence of evil and why God would allow such atrocities to occur.
I know I am not saying much and it may seem a bit of an enigma to some and perhaps in the coming days if answers start to reveal themselves, I will expand on this post. But for now- I have nothing else to say, except again Thank You to the kitten food angel-
I don’t know what occurred but it is my belief that when evil things happen it is because of mankind letting it happen, not God. I liken it to a man seeing a crime taking place and asking why the police aren’t doing something about it. The question is, why that man isn’t doing something about it. You and people like you do what God would like everyone to do. If they did, there wouldn’t be anything bad to wonder about. This thought may not help much, but God isn’t to blame for things; the world his children created is.
with the things you have seen and you consider it a nightmare, I can not imagine what horror was there, you are such a wonderful person and you have God behind you and you work for him, I can imagine him whispering in your ear as you sleep. The only blessing from what happened (whatever it was) is that the kitties that disappeared are with God now (I assume) and that person will have to answer to him. There is nothing that anyone of us can say that will make that vision you carry be unseen. my prayers are always with you and the ones that you help, be it a new furever home, to get to stay with you for their remaining time or to be helped over the bridge. Sorry I ramble, but I mean well.
Sounds like things are not going so well for you. I hope you get some answers and things start to turn around.
We had a similar incidence last fall in our neighborhood where several colonies of cats cared for by different people disappeared in short order. To this day, nobody ever found out what happened to all the cats.